HAVE YOU MEDITATED TODAY?

For some time now I have once again fallen out of touch with things I have enjoyed and one of them is meditation. Well I felt the universe was going to be most unforgiving, and boy was I wrong! The experience was energizing and gave me a sense of becoming more aware of myself and my beloved universe (yes the universe and I are in a relationship and it's complicated! ). I often wonder why not many do it. Then I realized sometimes you feel you don't have the time or space via someone always wants or needs your attention be it work or people at home. Find a way to make time. Tell people that this hour on these days are my me times. Inform them you're not to be disturbed. Better yet go for 2hours if you can. New parents or those with newborns take advantage when they are sleeping and content. Meditation much like yoga is a wonderful way to destress. You may experience things that you feel at first is strange but enjoy the positive feelings it comes with ^_^ have you meditated today?

FEAR.......

A thing that can hold us back or keep us alive just a little bit longer but also leave us wondering down the road what if? We are all bound by a type of fear wether or not one wishes to acknowledge or ignore it by being in denial, we ALL have it. Fear of failure, death, loss of a parent, child, grandparent (even if they are old) loss of a pet, job, being homeless,  being nothing, wasting life, not taking a risk, taking a risk, being right or wrong etc. Fear is around us. It is US. But... what if we eliminate fear? What if we get rid of it completely? Sure we could be free, but fear is also tied with rarity sense (because you know common sense ain't so common! Badu tiss!) We all know you kill, get caught and get in a trial we risk gettint imprisoned and being bubba's next butt buddy! But I'm not speaking on a fear that's logical and makes sense. That trip you save for and decide not to go because what if something financially goes wrong? What if it doesn't and you never get that chance. Let's all throw that nonsensical fear out the way. Say hello to that person you've had your eye on, take that one night stand (Use fucking protection don't be an idiot) take that trip open your own business work major over time so you'll have enough stashed to pay stuff in advance, leave work on good tearms, go to school for what you want or reach that dream job! You only get one chance per life time to remember and look back on things and not regret a single thing. Sure if you believe in reincarnation that's great but you're not going tp fully remember if at all that previous life so make THIS one count. Throw the miniscule fear out the window and save for important things. Everything that lives is bound to die. So enjoy it and spend time with that person you know you'll eventually lose because it's the fantastic memories you want not the "I should have" memories.  FUCK FEAR!

if it's bigger than a fist and it fits up her vagina she's a hoe!

Ummmm pause? I'm sorry if you fail to not only have a vagina and not have enough common sense in life, but you also fail on realizing how a vagina works. Have you forgotten primary option of how you get a baby out? It's not just women who make such stupid statements either, men are guilty as well. What gets me irritated more than a man saying it, is a damn woman. It's bad enough you're already looked at as an object but you downplay a fellow woman based off of the size of an object she can shove up her personal space. Newsflash, if she can, chances are you can too. If it hurts or not is based off of what level of pain your body personally can take. Like an IUD for example, putting it in or removing it can hurt for one woman but not the other. Doesn't mean she sleeps around, but if she does who cares it's her life! An average width of a vagina is about 3-5 inches anyway. Which with the proper stimulation can get wider. So before you go around bashing..... kindly go fuck yourself. Literally go do so you just may surprise yourself.

silent lately

Lately I've been away from blogging again...yet once more here I am writing again. I've been searching, soul searching to who and what I am. What I'm meant to be, who I'm meant to be. I guess it's soul searching.  I've turned off my humanity for a while and when I opened my eyes I saw what a terrible being that made me fir that moment when I stop caring about consequences. I get the feeling of freedom and relief when I'm in that state but at the same time those that are closest to me suffer more than what I do. When I came back in came back to my senses everything change for me everything was different everything came down harder and stronger than me. When I felt it it was setting I felt so many emotions it was strange to me no one would really understand what that's like maybe or perhaps there are people that do and then there are people who will read this and think wow that lady's crazy. But things happen that happened now I'm realizing I know I am meant to be something greater and I will be something great, a force not to be reckoned with and people will learn that, others will learn that, I will learn that. Well then I guess I'll keep searching. For now I'm the rule breaking illuminati princess because I refuse to be bound by laws outside my own. I believe in a new world order,  MY new world order and it will come. I will rise above my expectations and bring those who wish to rise up with me. I will ascend to the correct status of goddess. When I do it will be the greatest moment of my life.... end self rant real world problems coming soon! ;)

HATE VS HATE.....WHAT?!?

Good morning.... or afternoon/evening depending on location. Today's topic is hate. You know I find it rather entertaining AND interesting that a group of minorities can throw hate against another group. Another thing I find interesting is those changing #blacklivesmatter to #alllivesmatter... yet... still throwing hate and violence rather willy nilly and THEN using religion as an excuse. The thing is no matter where you're from, the colour of your skin, your sexual orientation, religion etc, there's always that outbreak, the virus, the disease known as hate. Now I do find it interesting a way of (in my eyes) to ignore the hate or turn the other cheek by embracing the hate. Feeling it as a sign of envy or something. Like you know "it's all good I love my haters." But hate these days are either subtle within a community or very obvious. Why are we still judging because of ones sexual orientation, one's color of skin, the clothes they wear etc. What's done? Retaliation of course. Slurs are thrown, hate is thrown and erupts into violence or blow off as if to say "oh the race card how typical" or "oh using the fact that he's gay as a reason he was attacked" as if that doesn't exist. Every day a hate crime is going on. Instead of flinging fist or insults, how about putting a stop to it, or at least making hate less. Hate is a distraction from a bigger problem, your higher ups I.e your government officials. They want more problems while they make money. While we kill one another off we are eliminating what they consider to be a problem to avoid us seeing the bullshit. Fighting fire with fire is not the way to go. Try to understand a person before judging. If not, well we all may as well sign our lives away... rant ended

SEXUAL SOUL CONNECTION:TWO HALVES OF A WHOLE

When two people connect that feels their souls for whatever reason are meant to be, they have a connection and bond greater than any  long term relationship or marriage. It is the other half of your whole. The one who when you walk around and there's a black hole of something missing and they enter your life with that same black hole but together that emptiness just so happens to disappear mutually? That's the other half of your soul..... but... one question remains...... what is the sex like? Honestly it depends on how open you are spiritually, physically and mentally because having sex with a literal soul mate (star crossed or not) can open doors you never knew existed. Now hold on with the crazy train you say? What the hell are you talking about?  Ok so it's like this, sex although it can be rather fun and exciting to have a nice romp around the bedroom, backseat of a car.... (or front ;) ), the beach, hotel, or.. wherever the mood and risk stricks. However sex can go deeper, more intimate, more than just love making because you can open more than your legs, your mouth, or... butt cheecks. You can both open your mind, souls, bodies, and hearts. If spirituality you are intuned with yourselves and the universe and you have history.... (I'm not talking friendship here) then you can even possibly awaken and bring forth past life memories together.  Yes it may sound crazy, but it is very possible. Passionate sex when done When both parties are 100% open to one another can bring forth a connection and bond that almost all of humanity fails to believe exist. A pair must explore each others bodies through touch, give complete trust and know that this is right, verbal communication is also handy,  and yes a cheesy occasional look into one another eyes is also a big deal. As fantastic as this is it also has it's own negative aspect. You can open a connection with just about anyone. Though it will not be the same (or prayerful) as your other half, nor will the experience be the same with the next, you are giving and taking a spiritual and energy force of one another it can be good, but also bad. If you have multiple partners and one or more has a negative enery, you open yourself to take and or give, the end result will be a negative one. Sexual connection at a higher level is not to be played with. Know what you're getting yourself into. That night of passion can and will bring you a natural high, an energy unlike any other, but you also get hit with a wave of emotion. So on this instance be very careful and happy exchange ;)

OFFICIALLY A "PRINCESS" CAN'T WAIT TO BE QUEEN!

In my absence before my return, I've been working on my self. One day I will go through all phase and become the goddess I know I'm meant to be. For now, I'm just a princess a little lady still learning about herself, watching the world thinking "what can I do to be the one who tries to make it a better place". Realistically speaking I'm one person who isn't even begun to scratch the surface. But I won't let that stop me. If I let things get in my way, I wouldn't be moving forward to reach my goal of self awareness,  making physical changes and even mental changes because I WANT to, I CHOSE to. I want to do things to make myself better, and my community a better place.  Why? Why put in hard work you're not getting paid for? Because it's just taking if i did ot any other way. Why not give in a positive way with hopes others can see that light? I'm not the kind of royalty who lives in a palace, with tons of money. I'm a princess that wants to better herself and the world.