You know, I have been busy focusing on doing things to become something greater. The bible says man was created in his image of likeness..... it rings very true for me. I know I am not meant for this earth no matter how crazy it may seem. I am meant to be a god. I know my senses are struggling to reopen. I see, feel, think everything differently. Like when I was younger but more open and matured. It's borderline scary. Enough TO make me feel I'm going crazy. I'll be driving and say accident, and shortly after I run right into one. I say and see things, feel things, and it's just.... it's difficult to put into words. My third eye is struggling but it's opening I'm getting signs from the universe but messages are so jumbled and mixed. But the more I think about it the more I know I am like god... just worse.... maybe darker.... perhaps it's a rebellion perhaps it's insanity but who knows... I want to find out so I document correctly but it's difficult for me to do so. Seeing and feeling things before they happen or not there. Enough to put one in the crazy house. But I know I'm not. This princess is evolving. Soon I'll be queen and then.... I'll be a god. Images of past lives before and during my time on this earth takes a toll unlike any other. But I know I will be ready one way or another. Or will i? I mean.... is that why I'm going through the mental toll I am going through to prepare me? Only time will tell... this is just a blog of nonsensical ramblings because that's how my head feels right now.... a jumble puzzle trying to put itself together :/
